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Sunday, March 19, 2006

friday
had bbq with 1S14 though only 12 ppl turned up.
was held at kimyip's condo apartment which dosent have a bbq pit. and that proved as a total disaster! the only things we had was a aluminium tray and metal grill. TSKK. so we bbqed on this plastic drain . AND less than half an hr into our bbqing. the drain was BURNTTTT. -faints-
okayy. it was really bad. i'll upload the photos of the burnt drain another day. and i was told the drain cld cost up to 2500 buckaroos. THATS LIKE DAYLIGHT ROBBERY LA! =/
besides that, the bbq was fun. did lotsa and lotsa of catching up with every single one of them. so glad we even managed to have a get-tgt session like this tho we're all in diff schs :)

Yesterday
the ex came over my place coz she was demanding me to pay her back the full amt of 390bucks which she used to buy the fone (which was supposedly a gift fer me)
and there was lotsa disputed money issues. so i told her simply to come over my place to settle it with my parents since she now wants to me to pay her the money fer the fone which was in the 1st place nt wad ive asked fer!
and i was expecting a commotion so i warned her bt it before hand..
still, she chose that choice.

wad happened nxt juz reminded me of wad happened almost 2 yrs ago ard May. sighs. i dunno why she wanna choose this path to go thru this whole awful ordeal when she alone was to try go against 4.i kept quiet all the while. my tears were accumulating. the last time, she was fighting so hard fer our rights. and 2 yrs ltr, she was still having that spirit inside her,tho now fer a diff cause. i saw her tears and how she tried to make out the words in her mind. i understood it fully. at that pt of time, i just knew she didnt deserve to go thru this whole shit agn, she didnt deserve to b treated this way..

i guess its hard to comprehend my feelings right now. i guess yst juz marks a fullstop to the story btw ian and i and all the aftermath of the breakup.since she has promised nt to harress me any further.

You dont deserve all these. but i didnt want it end this way either.
im sorry.

sang at` @ 11:55 AM

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